November 2010
26 posts
i see u behind the smoke…
perhaps it was just fog
misschien
waiting for them to fade away
like how the snow did to the trees
like how the winds did to the leaves
like how the distance did to us
Christmas is in 4 weeks.
burger patty
(morning crave)
“…can’t be understand…”
when you do,
all will fall apart.
“how long will it take” (5x)
“…from middle to the top to the end…,
…,
back to the middle to the front to the end…”

snow flake blended with ashes
the color of my sweater faded
Despite that,
the memory wouldn’t fade away.
Left: How are you?
Right: …
Left: How are you?
Right: …
Left: HOW ARE YOU?
Right: …
Left underestimated Middle in the middle of left & right.
depends
recently.. most favored colour is blue.
After 2 days snowin’
the same amount of cold that were taken
… are being given back
no more unsatisfying hotel rooms
no more 45mins train rides in the morning
no more worrying working too late and missing the last train
“how are you?”
is the one thing I need more…
even if,
SMOKING KILLS
Was it desperation? Or frustration?
the fatigue.
it wasn’t the temperature who depresses people
it’s the beyond reachable sunlight
Should i say don’t bother to smile?
cuz’ you are not getting one back.

CHANEL 505 colored the sky for the past 10 days
body has gotten accustomed to this pessimistic atmosphere
Rain accumulates
the habits of getting sweet whenever there’s a chance
chocolate became not only an addiction but also room decoration
vulnerability grows inside
perhaps just the hint of sweetness
even the immoral sugar